About Me
About Mewha...
3 entries in such a short amount of time? I just want to get things off my chest... well... recently I've been a little down. I WANT to say work, it's been a little hectic. but I think I'm a little lonely. it's always funny, it always seems like when your in that mood, you hear more of those songs. I think you just NOTICE those songs more...
Mood: I need some cheering up!!
I'm such a pack rat
I guess I'm a little bit in the mood for cleaning. after fixing up dave's alienware computer my place is a little bit of a mess. but for some reason I was in the mood to clean out my wallet. I swear it's half the size! old business cards, old IDs, I mean who needs their drivers license from 10 years ago!?! and their school IDs!?! so right now it's at the bare minimum. active driver's license, credit card, debit card, bank acct# card (by the time I memorized my old one I had to transfer it to a diff one), insurance cards, blockbuster card and what little money I have... the rest is sitting on my dresser. I need a new wallet... the leather on this one is stretched out form all that stuff!!
I've never wanted to kick a fictional character's ass more than I do today...
I need to free up hard drive space, because well... I d/l a lot of crap. I d/l anime from fansub groups and if I happen to see completed series I will d/l them as well. before I burn I usually like to watch to make sure that the quality is good. I thought watching School Days was ok, I mean... look at the title!! it's supposed to remind you of UR time in school!! and the pictures that you see... smiling happy faces!! it started innocently enough. guy is shy and likes a girl, tries to get girl. and as a little help along the way. but it slowly snowballs to humpty dumpty.. it just goes to show the worst of people.
I'm easily influenced by movies. I usually feel empathy for people. especially the longer the show runs... you see them at their weakest most private moments, they seem like they're a part of your life. half an hour at a time... which is why it was so painful for me to finish it... I see a little bit of myself in the characters... the pain of an unrequited love. the whole time I had anxiety watching it. it's definitely one of the hardest thing to do emotionally...
it was based off of a video game, I think I would've found it funny to screw up people's lives like that. but watching the anime... it disturbed me. not the ending, which is pretty disturbing in it's own right, it incorporated a lot of the bad endings in the vid game that I seen on youtube. but the fact that the guy had wishywashy feelings all the way through and had to hump everyone in sight... if I were on the receiving end of that it would hurt a lot. just seeing that makes me want to throw up... it's something totally against how I was brought up. but that's just me. I'm sure there are PLENTY of people who would disagree w/ me...
now I'm in the mood to watch something not so depressing... so hopefully I'll find something like that to watch!! the last psychological anime was SHUFFLE! at lest it had some humor in the mix!! I liked that one more in comparison. at least that one had a happy ending.
Mood: "nice boat" (google it)
I almost crapped my pants...
like the computer nerd I am I didn't buy an ipod. just the sheer THOUGHT of me buying one w/ a 2" screen and only be able to play about 10% of the movies I have. OR pay $300 for 16gis and 10% movie playback. I got a cowon a3 I'm able to play 70% of my stuff and use 60gigs of space!! this past weekend I went to va, and hooked it up to my sister's mac to transfer some movies. of course in pure mac fashion, it creates their little file in every folder you go into (mac users won't see them on their hard drives) but when you bring it to windows and enable it to show hidden files... the .ds_store files are shown. which bothers me seeing them since they're of no use to me on my pc, and eats up space on my player. I didn't realize the os was in a folder called .System... so I got rid of it too since it had a . before the name... oops... so when I started the payer again... it came up w/ a black screen and an error message... F-ME!! I do remember that you can re-flash the system. so I did that and everything was restored... kinda... my settings had to be redone... but a small price to pay for a potentially BIG screw up!! TAKE THAT IPOD!!
lots to say...
it's been a little crazy right now... lots of things happening at work... a little bit of travel... I still haven't had time to put up pictures from maria's birthday... :(
Mood: (sigh)