About Me
About Methe nile
i'm still in shock & denial about the breakup. i miss her terribly. it hit me hard yesterday. it's still hitting me. i thought what we have is perfect... i wish we can be together again... it most likely won't happen. but i'm still protecting that little glimmer of hope. what can i say?? i'm stubborn... many of my friends tell me to move on.. i should.. others are tellinf me to keep fighting for her. they see how happy i am when i'm around her. all things seem to not matter when i'm with her.
i'm trying to distract myself by being more going out & doing projects. i kins of hate it. only cause i feel like i'm hiding my feelings and not dealing with it...
Mood: trying not to feel.