About Me
About Meit's a long time coming...
3 weeks to be more precise... that's when it was made official that porccu and I made it official that we're dating... it's funny... the friday before... I had dinner w/ my father & his friend... he said "w/ working at the state & UR dad's leaves U sunday... not much time to date huh?" nope, don't have much time... the past few weeks. I'd go to nyc. it's about 2 hrs each way. it's insane if I went and came back in one day... so after work I shower and get ready really quick and then go, stay over and come home the next day... it's a PITA but it's totally worth it that moment I hug her... everyone in my life are happy for me... I think my sister is the most happy hearing the news... she was telling me.. "it's good to date... it took a while for you..." at the same time tho... it's not the greatest idea to rush into a relationship... no matter how small... you need to have time to fully heal... I talk to my ex every now and then... there was a 5 month freeze b/c she broke the rules I setup for us... but anyway... she's still hung up on me... her b/f now forbids her to talk to me... or mention me... b/c she'll start to cry... for a while.. the mention of her.. it hurts... then for a while anger/rage... now... nothing... if anything... pity... and the "I told U so" feeling for not listening to the advice I told her tons of times... I'm at that point like my cousin... I told U plenty of times... now I'll just shut up... and have U fall flat on UR face... and I'll be there to point and laugh at the pieces...
Mood: the beginning stages of a relationship... so lots of happy happy joy joy feelings.
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so what kind of feelings when its the middle of the relationship? neutral?