now what?

yesterday... after work... I go to my parent's house to spend some time w/ them... played some wii fit... trying to break my sister's records... which I managed to do for a few games... I get back to my apt... and I find this...

i just want to let u know u were a really good bf... and any girl would be happy to be with you... u were really good to me to bad i see that now... okay sorry just wanted to say that

it's the ex... jeannie... aka dream... which the nickname doesn't suit her anymore since she isn't my dream anymore... I have a new dream... but I wouldn't call her dream b/c well... bad word association... NEWAY!!! Moving on... SERIOUSLY!!! WTF!! Am I supposed to do w/ that?!?! As for the new people... going WTF too... quick history... together for 3ish years... broke up... she moved out... she finds a new b/f... moves in w/ him... and apparently she isn't all that happy w/ the new guy... so!!! She's reminiscing about old times... and she thought she would drop me a line... I forgot to mention... that I forbade her to communicate w/ me in real time... which leaves us just email(I asked her not to put up comments on my site anymore, I don't care about bigfoot and what does that have to do w/ olympics???)... b/c if I get angry... I can walk away from it until I'm ready to respond... and I'm like the hulk... U don't want to see me when I'm angry... so... the fact that she sent me an aim in itself... set me in a bad mood... her little message was a SLAP IN THE FACE!! Now that she has a sucky b/f... she opens her eyes to everything I did for her?!?! So FUCKING WHAT!! She had her chance... telling me this is to little too late... I think I'm going to take my own advice and walk away from this now... this entry is hard enough to read as it is... maybe I'll write more about this later... maybe I won't...

Mood: words can't describe...

8/30/2008 10:35:02 PM