blindsided

so I get there about an hr late. oh well. lots of travelling, getting lost here and there. seeing a lot of familiar faces that I haven't seen in a long time, it's always nice to see them. we played pool, just hung out.

what really got me was seeing people from my ex's circle of friends. they constantly ask me how I'm doing. for the most part, I can smile, pretend to be happy. my insides were screaming. it kind of threw me off, I went out to get away.

SOMEONE got blue chalk on my costume that I spent 3 weeks making!! (sigh)

when the crowd died down, we left and then tried to get into a club, where costumes weren't mandatory. ya... I felt lots of eyes on me... shoot I've felt lots of eyes on me all night!! but, we couldn't get in since we didn't have tickets. SO... time to head home...

Mood: I need to get away...

10/29/2011 6:43:06 AM