I can't seem to keep it...
girlfriend broke up with me, the past week, it's been up in the air. the limbo whether or not we will be together or not, it's a horrible feeling. I thought I would be happy knowing a result, but knowing it's over is still heartbreaking. I have no idea why I can't keep a girlfriend around this time of year. I'm trying to remember what I've gone through last year. yes, it hurts but life moves on. I need to lose myself into projects. I recognize that I need to change. to be better for whoever I end up with.
Mood: trying not to have a repeat of the depression I had last time...
CL
Sorry to hear... It's better to change for yourself, instead of changing for someone else.