About Me
About Melittle kids are fun to mess with
I hate punk ass kids that give people a hard time. one gave my girlfriend shit that she was going to a club without me. my stance is, I have a phobia (irrational fear) being around strangers, touching me, dancing. yes I can put up with it, but if I have a choice to avoid it I will. since I feel that way, why should I let my girlfriend be held back by my issue? so one guy wanted to give her a hard time and say, something along the lines of "we should call ken and see what he has to say" we had a talk a few hrs before, and I told her as long as she lets me kno what happens, and she doesn't go home with anyone, we're good. she told him, go ahead, he backed off. prime example of what really irks me.
I told my g/f the way to handle someone like that, is to call them out & they'll back off right away. she saw it, and I've seen it lots of times. I was told by my ex, that I'm the type of person that if I see someone that pushes the limits, I'll push back and go further.
I was leaving, walking down the stairs from their apt, and he said "give me a kiss goodnight" well... he said wanted a kiss... and knowing that personality, I went back up and pushed the door open, and tried to kiss him. every time I came closer, he would back away. we went through almost the whole apartment, until he was cornered in the hallway. and he still resisted. one look at my girlfriend and I knew she understood that I was pushing him past his limit.
this inadvertently comes to my theories about the average guy's perception about gays. they think it's like a disease that they can catch, that if they do anything remotely gay, it would turn them gay too. or. they're too vain in other's perception of their manliness that it would be too big of a hit to their ego to do something like that. I don't kno if it's because I'm older than my girlfriend's peers, or I'm confident in who I am, or that I don't care too much about people's opinion of me from people I don't really know. I am who I am, and I'm happy with it. so I'm ok with kissing another guy on a cheek. maybe it's that I don't have shame...
Mood: I got shot down in front of 10 people and my all my girlfriend did was laugh at me!! :P
Location: highland park, nj