this weekend was a lot of fun. started off friday. spending it with a friend, going to his place and just hanging out. not really doing anything, hanging out with his roommate, watching random movies and chatting. mostly chatting. he insisted on me staying, but I had to go home and go to work the next day.

after work, I went home, showered & dressed. and headed over to my friend's place again. that night we went to flushing to meetup with my crush and her friend, we ended up being about an hour late because of traffic. we ate hotpot and had lots of fun! I found out later that I made my crush sad, since I would be so sad around her. and the last time I saw her, it's safe to say that it was my lowest point. in her eyes I seemed to have changed to a happier person!! afterwards we went to drink coffee since we got out of dinner around 1130. a minor altercation with the parking lot attendant, where I forgot to leave my key and picked up my car late... we stopped by a place for some coffee/tea, since I needed caffeine for the ride home. dropped off the girls. driving my friend back to his place, he was intrigued by my driving style. we got home around 2am. I slept over... only to be woken up...

AT 4 AM!! roommate come home drunk and wanted to hang out. I'm not allowed to say what happened... 2 hrs later... we were able to sleep again!! I will say that it was fun...

the next morning I woke up and chatted with my crush for a little bit... my friend was nowhere to be seen, I thought he would wake me up. I debated with her if I should knock on the roommate's door and say that I'm leaving... she said no. I felt weird for just leaving. but then again it would be weird for a semi stranger to knock on UR door. I was on the way out and putting on my shoes when she saw me and stopped me. I had that... oh shit she's coming please don't see me moment. but she asked me... why are U leaving? I felt weird being here without my friend. she asked me to stay, so I did. we just hung out. doing more random stuff... she got upset at her friend and started to cry. I'm not allowed to disclose the drunk incident... so I don't think I can really talk about what happened... but I comforted as best I could. it turned out that her friend is ok so she was happy again! comforting her made me miss being with someone

Mood: feel empty without someone...

12/20/2010 8:42:23 PM