rediscovery

I tend to change when I'm with someone. I try to be accommodating to whoever I'm with. in the process I tend to lose who I am a little. I feel like I'm starting to be who I am again. I've rediscovered garbage, one of my favorite bands.

I've also noticed that I've pushed myself harder during my workouts. I don't have anyone to impress, other than my cat. but she only cares about food, litter box and attention. at this point I'm probably a little more cut than my previous max. I'm not entirely sure what's driving me to workout so intensely.

Work is frustrating. I don't have the right tools to do my job. the code that I'm working with barely has comments so reverse engineering about 10k lines of code is difficult, especially with no way to step through all that code. A lot of the code is repetitive as well. so I feel like I'm going in circles. naming conventions of a lot of code uses heavy abbreviations, so figuring out variable names is challenging. once I have the RIGHT tool it will help me to reverse engineer the program. almost everything that I've done, I reverse engineered from some tutorial or existing code. but this is a little ridiculous!!

Music: garbage - garbage & garbage - version 2.0

12/11/2010 6:44:32 AM

CL

glad to hear that you are regaining what you may have lost.

12/14/2010 3:53:51 PM

NN

everyone accomodates here and there on a daily basis. it makes being oneself feel fantastic. Master to balance the two is an artistic job, rather intriguing itself and brings beautiful result. Sometimes depressing, but it's just like how they say you cant get great art without pain. :p

12/20/2010 2:56:38 PM